ROBERT.........
Current mood:  determined Dear bobert...... I have been thinking much of you lately. I have joined gospel choir and I will sing everyother sunday with Faith Christian Fellowship. I think you would like our director. He is hardcore, no flack, no picking up pieces unless they are pie someone made, tough as heck gospel choir director. I mean he is down to flippin business. I think you would like him... it is funny...I have only 2 and 1/2 months left before I leave. It is wierd to be back "home" and feel like I am just passing through. Iknow where I am to be headed......and I know that headed west is where the healing will continue. I love Baltimore.....I always will....but I just am not healthy here.....this place is not the best God has for me right now which makes no sense since all my supports aer here. I love knowing that God has a bigger plan and that he is not stopping that plan just becuase I think He should put it on hold......let me stay longer in baltimore. the GRACE HAS LIFTED!!! It lifted the day I got back to baltimore.....I drove into the city with tears in my eyes, Marisa O. beside me and my heart in god's hands. the clouds and the Baltimore smoke stack billowed into the rain and the storm and I cried. It was the most beautiful thing I had seen and I knew the death of my anger and bitterness towards Matt Schultz was going to happen. I fought it for about a day, but slowly I am being purged...I am empty now....the withdrawl from drama has left me raw inside....but it is good. i miss you my brother. I miss you and I will miss you still when I am getting my next piano lessons from you on speaker phone in Portland. I LOVE PIANO!!! Your Missy, Your sister, Your friend,
Melissa<>< | 
